Author Archives: 沈玲芬

About friends

Jack who is very strict with his secretary is actually very kind to his friends. As his third secretary, I cannot stand him any more for he is so stern to me and always finding my faults.

One day I stormed into his office to tell him what my feeling was. I was already prepared to get dismissed. I told him that as my boss, he deserved my respect for him but at the same time, as his secretary, so was I. Then I left the room. The subsequent weeks, Jack avoided me. My coworkers cornered me in the restroom and said ” You must have told him off good “. I just smiled and said ” We are friends “.

A year later, I was diagnosed with breast cancer and according to the statistics, I didn’t have much time to live. All my friends came to comfort me but many said wrong words. Others just wept. Surprisingly, Jack gave me the most encouragement. He came to visit me with a bundle of tulips. He didn’t tell me what the colour of them he chose for me for he wanted me to see them by myself.

It is Jack who gave me the great courage to enable to live long enough to see all my children graduating from universities and my doctor will declare me cured this summer.

On Mother’s Day:Unselfishness

Where should I begin to praise this special woman who, although poor-educated, never fails to know what to say whenever I am  blue. Her kindness and love for me require nothing from me. That love is unconditional from her is what I’ve learnt.

She is short and stout, with bobbed hair,  kindly-looking and seems easy to get along with. In spite of becoming aged, she is still beautiful and graceful in my eyes. The older I am, the better I can understand her wisdom. And now I am better aware of her love and she is my most sincere friend. She is so trustful that I tell almost everything and even more, I call her ‘big sister’ instead of mother.

Surely, we sometimes disagree with each other and sometimes even had a horrible arguement and didn’t talk with each other for a long time. But every time she is so patient and kind enough to wait for my apologies. She never says anything mean to me while I usually break her heart unconsciously. That is what a mother does for her daughter.

She shares my sorrows as well we my success. When I am up and all is well she shares my happinesses but when I am down, she is also in this. Never asking for a return, she would ask me to share her pressures from home and job only when she really has something delightful to say. She also has the ability to remember what is related to me and knowledge when to advise me. For me, I never have the intention to appreciate her what seems quite common.

I once asked her ” Are you happy when you have two girls to bring up while others only have one? ” ” Cheerful as well as painful. ” was her reply. Over the past 20 years, I can hardly imagine that how many troubles she had had in bringing up us(my younger sister and I). Though not as rich as many other mothers, she never fails to give less than them. Today is a special day, –Mother’s Day. I really want her to know how much I love her.

My ideal occupation

When I was a little girl, I had many dreams about what I would like to be when I grow up. But, what interests me most is a job that can make a lot of money, for I wanted to buy a lot at that time. So I eagerly wanted to be a scientist, which I believe is a promising career and at the same time satisfies my vanity. However, when I was in the senior high school, I just realized that since I have no head for science, I chose the art without thinking any further.

Time flies. I’m a college student now and become more rational, because I know more about myself. I know how to refer to myself when I make a decision. I know when I should turn to others for help. I know what I can do to improve myself. I know what I am qualified to do. I know how to keep calm whenever I confront any troubles.

As an English major, I pay close attention to the occupations related to my specialty. I’m not clear about what it comes in future and I have never decided to take on just only one job during my lifetime. I can’t agree with the view that a man should devote himself to one career any more while he should learn as more as he can. But, in my mind, I just want to be a teacher which is not simply an educator but an educationist, which I consider is not a rewarding job but beneficial work. I can enhance myself when I teach, in the meanwhile, maybe I can make great contributions to the cause of education. This point attracts me most.

Then, at last, I want to talk about the word ‘ ideal ‘ which means you have the ambition and possibility to make it is quite different from the word unrealistic with the meaning of something that you just think of it but it never comes true. In my opinion, as long as you work hard, everything is possible even though there is no less challenging or difficulty. On the contrary, nothing is possible if you ever make an effort no matter how great you idea is.

My May Day

Today is May Day. And this is my first May Day in Zhenjiang where I study. I had no idea what to do just several days ago. So I found a temporary job that I would work with my younger sister, we went to hand out leaflets in the street.

With my sweat streaming down my back, I was drinking all the time. Nonetheless I was still thirsty. Meanwhile it is so hot that I didn’t want to eat anything else at mealtime. I just stood there and gave leaflets to everyone passing by. It seems meaningless to me now. How boring! This was my morning. I thought the afternoon would be better. However, it was worse.

Too busy and tired with my work, I had to start at two o’clock and I fell asleep when I was sitting on a bench. Everything was almost the same as in the morning. But it was more interesting, for I met up a foreigner who came to me and asked what I was doing. As an English major I was quite interested in talking with him. Not being shy at all, I told him I was giving out leaflets about houses. Though I knew he showed no interest in it, I continued talking with him for the simple reason that I am an English major and I should practise my spoken English as possible as I can. Even though we didn’t chat for a long time but I was really happy and so was he.

The next person I met up was more challenging because he is a mute. Oh, my god! How could I talk with him who seemed to be extremely fond of my leaflets. Having no idea in my mind, I just kindly told him that if he had any problem he could call the number on the paper. Maybe he thought I was pulling his leg, he left angrily. Without realizing what had happened, I was so confused about what I did wrong. Do you know? Yes, you must know it. It is he is a mute who can’t speak that he can’t make a phone either. How humorous I was! God played a joke on me. Then we(my sister, me and a friend of mine) played a joke on others.

As we were giving leaflets we giving souvenirs as well. But as you can imagine, most people would come to us for souvenirs not the leaflets. Then can you guess what we did? Oh, how clever you are. We just took away the souvenirs in the box and showed the empty box to people who asked for the souvenirs. Ha ha…

No matter how hot it is today and how tired I am, I was quite contented with myself because I made the first earnings by myself. Although it was just 50 yuan and when I finished my work I could hardly stretch my back, I was too happy to speak a word. I am a person who lives on my own.

Enemy of the state 国家公敌

Enemy of the state

Just imagine a situation in which you are monitored by someone that you don’t know, for the purpose that the nation just wants to protect its own security and then what’s about you feeling.

As the movie starts, the Congress is going to pass legislation to expend surveillance powers of law enforcement agencies. Congressman Phillp is trying to stop the bill because he believes it is an invasion of privacy, while Thomas is trying to push the bill through to confront growing terrorist threats against the US, and advance his own career as well. Hardly had Phil refused to reconsider when he was murdered by a man, one of two rogue NAS agent loyal to Thomas, who inserted a bottle of heart medicine into the body of Phil made the death seem like a heart attack. However, as the old saying goes “The clay has the eyes, the night has the ears.” what they had done was caught by a video camera set up by a wildlife researcher Zavitz by chance. Zavitz, who viewed the entire incident, phoned his friend, an anti-war activitist and underground journalist without realizing there was a great threat approaching him and this call was tapped by Thomas. Wanting to expose this murder to the whole country, Zavitz copied another one. Unfortunately, he had a car accident while being chased by NAS agents, but he successfully slipped the tape into a shopping bag whose owner was his old friend in the university and now is a labour lawer named Dean. Dean had just come from a meeting with Mafia members who control a labour union. After being showed a tape, one of the men threatened to kill him if Dean failed to tell them the name of the source. Tough Zavitz died but he left th e tape with Dean who was unaware of it and busy buying the Christmas gift for his wife. But the story never stops easily. The agent found the business card in Zavitz’s pocket. Then Dean became the targeted man. They visited and questioned Dean, who was unaware of what had happened. Dean refused their search of his house without a warrant. On their left, Dean checked his shopping bags without finding anything special, which was taken away by his son who took that as his Christmas present. The following day, the agent broke into Dean’s house secretly looking for the tape. While they couldn’t find it, they put traces in his private clothes and other personal items and meanwhile they destroyed everything. It is easy for us to guess what will happen next. All Dean’s daily life was monitored by them, including his phone, his documents on the computer and so on. What’s worse, they smeared him with a false story with his former girlfriend Rachel who acted as a bridge between Dean and Brill who taped the video of the Mafia. Dean was fired by his firm and turned out by his wife. All his life was changing so quickly. He then called Rachel who was suffering the same as well as Dean. She told Dean how to get in touch with him, but at this special time, Brill refused to be involved in the case after knowing that Dean was monitored by a strong agency. Now that consciousness of what had happened to him, Dean returned home and in order to get the tape. Then he went to Rachel’s house, which was in a dreadful mess, and only finding her corpse lying on the floor. As soon as he escaped from it, he turned to Brill for help. He told everything to Brill. However, misfortunes never come singly. The tape was damaged during the trace. In order to make them admit their guilt, they had to meet them and seduced them to admit the crime. Instead Dean and Brill were caught by them. At the emergency, Dean came up an idea that he led them to the Mafia, who thought the NAS agents were the men who taped the video. After a shooting, all the people in the room either died or wounded except Dean who was under the table when all these were happening.

Well, I like case, the visual are well done, but what’s important is the plot that I like very much. Maybe it’s useful way to deal with the terrorist to monitor them. Then it brings the issue “Who will monitor the monitorors?” of course, it is necessary to monitor our enemies, however, at the same time we must be conscious that we should monitor th monitorers as well for not allowing them to abuse the right just for their own interest. What I wonder is that if it is the only way to copy with the terrorist or it is only an excuse of the politician to abuse the right. I think it’s the most significant problem. As far as I am concerned is that whether my present life is monitored or can be seen by everybody with the moder technology. Then if it is true , where is my privacy? As we all know, there are more ordinary citizens than terrorist, so why do we have to sacrifice the majority’s benefits just for a small group.

What is your opinion?